1.13.2008

grandpa's garb

this newly thrifted cardigan? taking my breath away? yes. this cardigan pretty much sums up my eternal obsession with "grandpa's closet."

but kayleen, it's all boxy and big. i know. it's anything but feminine. mm-hmm. sure, sure. it's dull and does nothing for your figure. believe me, i know.

so why does my heart start pounding when i see polyester suit pants, gingham button ups and old man cardigans? i don't know, either. i think i need to come to terms that i know very little about style or the latest fashion trends. oh, i see and am very aware of them, but i just don't understand them. most of them, anyway.

i used to think that i could keep up. but i can't, nor do i want to. why? because, in spite of the 100% wools and synthetic fibers, it's who i'm most comfortable being. and while i can still envy and gawk at a pretty lady's fashion savvy ways, i think if that pretty lady's style was on me, i'd feel like a fraud...and there's nothing pretty about feeling fake.


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