i'm still feeling a bit spotty and erratic and am probably threatening to "lose it" at least 10 times a day. -- our new calming wall color has yet to put a dent in any of my internal chaos and my recent behavior has landed me with 2 copies of catching fire and 1 nasty email addressed to amazon that contained an embarrassing amount of exclamation points. -- we're all hoping that the hormones start leveling out sooner rather than later.
the small victories made as a new mother of three have been conquering breast feeding, avoiding the awkwardness of double booking dinner and not giving in to the postpartum temptation of chopping or bleaching out my hair. not all change is good, kayleen. not all change is good. now on to bigger and more challenging battles: the diet starts monday.
(not this monday. next.)